When I create an artwork, especially when I create an artwork without a safety net, that is working without a plan, working through intuition, it is often only after the work is finished that I can discover any real meaning. My discovered meaning, then, holds about as much weight as any meaning discovered by my audience. This, to me, is the difference between creating an art object and a work of art that lives, breathes, and has a life of its own, beyond my intentions. This, perhaps, is where the possibility of creating something that might be greater than one's self may lay. How strange it is to look at these works, works that you yourself have created, with a sense of wonder. It is a mystery. What is the origin? Where does such work come from? What does it mean?
There is the quote by I do not remember whom... "The most personal is the most universal." The things we wish we could share with others close to us, the stuff that tends to scare people away, when expressed in a slower "media" that people can approach in their own time, without the "burden" of necessitating a response, this is the stuff that resonates. A stranger can look into an artwork of a stranger more comfortably, perhaps, because without a relationship to the artist, the artwork can only function in one direction: as a mirror. True art comes from a lonely place.
It is too easy to become jaded, numb, cynical, and mean. The world gives us ample opportunity, for damn sure. Nights full of tears, years of continued disappointments. And even when you taste success, love, friendship . . . nothing lasts forever. Sometimes you want to scream into the night, shake the stars for all they promised you. That is alright. But then when the morning comes, that is when the real struggle begins. You cannot give up hope, you cannot succumb to the easy temptation to become jaded, numb, cynical, and mean. I make dark cynical art sometimes, and that is fine for its honesty and catharsis - it serves a purpose, screaming into the night - but the best art might still be the triumphant art, the art that seeks the light of the Sun and the Moon and attempts to make peace with the stars, the art that explores and transcends the human condition, the beauty of being human. It is a worthy pursuit, anyways.
I am weary of the trap many seem to succumb to, that is fetishizing one's suffering, romanticizing it as an integral part of artistic production. Of course many in the art world today mock this notion to the point of denying that there is a connection between mental anguish and art at all - but there is sad documented truth in the cliché, that creative types do disproportionately suffer more mental health issues than those in the general population. But to attribute suffering as the root cause for art production, or the greatness of a work of art, even, is a fallacy I no longer support. I once accepted this idea, and it helped me get up in the morning and paint, but it got me nowhere and brought no peace. It is possible to heal, to seek help, and still be a great artist. The source of great art is the artist, not the suffering.
Although I haven’t posted in this blog very much lately, it hasn’t been for a lack of want. I am always thinking and writing on art. Here are some fractured thoughts from my notebook and various Facebook postings…
1. On attending Flux night in Atlanta: So, I enjoyed going to Flux night yesterday. I enjoyed the Fast Food Mascot Fight, the Disarm sound work made of old weapons, the Spelman College Choir, and the large drawing of Civil Rights Activists. I was a bit disappointed by Yoko Ono's work. Too frequently she relies on the good intentions of others to complete her work. I love and respect her idealism, but sometimes it comes across as hopelessly naive. I saw this in the way many people were butchering the spirit of her work by smearing the ink and drawing inappropriate things on it. I respect her never failing optimistic take on life - but it is a place I cannot go to and settle in for any length of time. But Yoko Ono is a sacred cow in the art world - and I doubt anyone would criticize her art in print. And maybe I'm fine with that. Although I cannot make an art that is so blindly optimistic, I am glad someone is. We definitely need more of that.
2. I think I make more interesting work than great work, and by great I mean sublime and profound. I want to make more great work. More often I make an art for the now, though sometimes I want to make an art for a forever.
3. Last night I wanted to be wild. I knew I wanted to be wild. No one would join me so I went out alone. It paid off. I had a drunken epiphany as to why my current painting isn’t working. I can’t wait to work in a bit. Didn’t Hemingway once say, “Compose drunk, but edit sober?”
4. In response to the stabbing at the recent Art Basel Miami: Hello art world, please think about this sentence pulled from the attached article: Some patrons thought the stabbing was a performance art presentation. Others believed the police tape cordoning off an area of the convention center was part of an art installation. ------ this statement speaks to - 1. the current over conflation of art and life in contemporary art - and 2. a kind of jaded attitude where nothing is genuine or sincere and everything is suspect or a performance or a facade of some kind.... time to wake up my friends, and learn some sincerity, some trust, some wonder, some belief . . . some empathy.
5. I am king of the night! Now, if I can only master the day. Good night everyone!
6. So, this is 40: a good a time as any to take stock of one’s life, I guess. For those of you who know me well, you must know that my life so far has been . . . challenging. But despite these challenges, I have zero regrets. I’ve always done what compels my heart, I’ve always done what needed to be done, and I’ve always tried to do the right thing. Perhaps it is because of these things that my life has been so full of challenges. I can honestly say without any exaggeration that I would not be here without you, my fantastic friends and family, who have given me support during the many, many, and many less than ideal times in my life. . . But the lesson here is not how many bad times there have been, but how many times you all have come to help me out! And remembering these times, these are sweet, rich memories! I will never forget this, and I am eternally grateful to you all! Thank you!
7. I recently sold an old favorite of mine to a good friend and collector. The work? Ahab (1998). Obviously it is referencing Moby Dick, one of my favorite books. Looking at this painting I remember a line from a poem popular with 19th century American whalers... "Death to the living, long life to the killers." How metal is that! This painting used to hang in my parent's house where it would scare the neighbor's kids. I picked it up tonight and am giving this old friend a good bye. It will be in good company with two other Moby Dick themed paintings.
8. I use a lot humor in my work and it pleases me to make people laugh, but I also want to make art to move people spiritually with beauty, and also to challenge people to think. Art is such a strange thing. There are still other reasons why I make art, and some more altruistic than others. Selfishly, I use art as a catharsis to help with assimilating pain, but also to confront my shadow side, the potential madman, killer, chauvinist, dictator in me. I often manifest my darker self in my art so that it doesn’t manifest itself as much in my life. I know that I can never be perfect. It is silly to try. But if I confront the darker aspects of myself and acknowledge it in my art, I can at least attempt to be whole.
9. I’ve been working a lot on some older works lately, the earliest dating back to 1999. I honestly thought this might be harder than it is. I thought that I wouldn’t be able to do this out of sense of respect or sacredness to a moment long past. I am finding destruction can be just as integral to the process of making art as creation. I feel as though I am taking some great risks here.
10. Work on the dictator series continues, but I am already planning ahead for a future body of work, strangely enough on Art and Art Making. I am pretty excited about this. Of course there are other sketches for works that don’t quite fit into this plan – I hope I can find time to actualize a few of them. And then there is the backlog of over 100 topics I’d like to write about for this blog, reworking my book, etc… Time is a bastard-bitch.
“Music is mediator between spiritual and sensual life.” Ludwig van Beethoven
“Painting is a thundering conflict of different worlds, which in and out of the battle with one another are intended to create the new world, which is called the world of art. Each work arises technically in a way similar to that in which the cosmos arose – through catastrophes, which from the chaotic roaring of the instruments finally create a symphony, the music of the spheres. The creation of the work is the creation of worlds.” Wassily Kandinsky
Ah! If I could only make a painting that sounds like this song, I would retire my paint brushes forever! Like a good painting, listening to this song requires time and patience. It builds slowly, then at a certain point, it overwhelms and consumes. You lose yourself in spiritual, transcendent experience. The first part of the song is the sound of mankind's universal experience of pain, but then at the 8:17 mark, the bottom drops out, and you begin to float, you make the first hesitant steps at flying, at escaping, trying out your wings for the first time, fighting for joy, demanding entrance into heaven, the right to be dissolved into the universal void . . . only to begin again, born again, reincarnated. This song gives me the shivers and puts goosebumps on my skin. Today I want to write about music, art, and spirituality, while referencing two of its most famous practitioners, Ludwig van Beethoven and Wassily Kandinsky.
“Don't only practice your art, but force your way into its secrets; art deserves that, for it and knowledge can raise man to the Divine.” Ludwig van Beethoven
“Music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy. Music is the electrical soil in which the spirit lives, thinks and invents.” Ludwig van Beethoven
Music has always been an important part of my life. I may have been born with a crayon in my hand, but it was music that gave me the inspiration and courage to use it. I was born on December 16th, 1975. I share this birthday with my brothers Ludwig van Beethoven and Wassily Kandinsky. Like both of these artists, music is a big part of my life. When I paint, I always have music on – it allows me to loosen up, to more easily channel my primal-self, that deeper part of myself where I act more on instinct than intellect, where I can better pick up on unconscious inspiration.
“With few exceptions, music has been for some centuries the art which has devoted itself not to the reproduction of natural phenomena, but rather to the expression of the artist's soul, in musical sound.” Wassily Kandinsky
While it is more known that musicians have attempted to portray visual imagery through sound (both figuratively, as in Modest Mussorgsky's Pictures at an Exhibition and abstractly, as in Alexander Scriabin's synesthetic oeuvre), it is less well known that artists have pursued painting with an eye toward music. Wassily Kandinsky is one of these artists. But music is by nature abstract. How does one paint sound? What shape does it take? What color is it? Wassily Kandinsky was profoundly inspired by music, and it is thought he may have even experienced synesthesia, where a person gets their senses confused, and they literally can hear colors, or see sound. Kandinsky's synesthesia may have inspired him to create the first truly abstract works of art. In his book, Concerning the Spiritual in Art (1912), Kandinsky sets up a color theory in order to merge ideas of music and art, with an eye toward using art as path toward spiritual transcendence.
“Each color lives by its mysterious life.” Wassily Kandinsky
“Color is the keyboard, the eyes are the harmonies, the soul is the piano with many strings. The artist is the hand that plays, touching one key or another, to cause vibrations in the soul.”
“The sound of colors is so definite that it would be hard to find anyone who would express bright yellow with base notes, or dark lake with the treble.” Wassily Kandinsky
“The deeper the blue becomes, the more strongly it calls man towards the infinite, awakening in him a desire for the pure and, finally, for the supernatural... The brighter it becomes, the more it loses its sound, until it turns into silent stillness and becomes white.” Wassily Kandinsky
“The artist must train not only his eye but also his soul.” Wassily Kandinsky
Like Beethoven and Kandinsky, I believe in the power of music and art to elevate notions of spirituality in people, and like them, I often seek spiritual transcendence through my work and the work of others. Who can not listen to the fourth movement of Beethoven's 9th Symphony, the Ode to Joy and not get the feeling of spiritual transcendence!
Art is as a noble profession, a profession I want to protect from pop culture banality and commercial interests. These people are the real killers of art. It seems so strange that I have so much in common with Beethoven and Kandinsky, in terms of personality and a deep love of music. Of course we are all artists as well, but what is more fascinating is that we also share the same motivations for making art, and share a belief in the possibility of it being divinely inspired. Perhaps there is some truth to this whole astrology thing. The website thesecretlanguage.com claims to have collected and studied the life stories of 20,000 people over 40 years, and this is how they describe people born on December 16th: visionary, imaginative, guided, impractical, out-of-touch, and troubled. The website also has this to say:
Those born on December 16 are among the most imaginative people in the year. This is not to understate their physical side, however, which is highly developed and stakes out its claims on their personality as well. As a matter of fact, one of the major themes in the lives of December 16 people concerns transcending physical limitations of the body and reaching for the stars . . . December 16 people are not the easiest to live with. Emotional problems of all sorts plague them, usually as a result of their own complex nature. Those who live with them must be extraordinarily understanding and sensitive to their needs, not the very least of which may be a need for periodic solitude . . . Often December 16 people feel guided or even instructed by a higher power in whose service they find themselves. This power may be social, religious or universal in nature, but ultimately liberating for them. Through this association they are freed from their earthbound problems at least for a time . . . December 16 people are capable of feats requiring titanic energies. Once they are directed towards an inspiring but also realistic goal, there is little that can stop them from achieving far-reaching success in their work. Yet, they can be easily sidetracked and fall prey to all sorts of slights, real or imagined, annoyances and (to them) trivial problems involving other people’s feelings, to which they are not always the most sensitive. Living on what may or may not be a high spiritual plane or metaphysical cloud they can have trouble relating to those mere mortals busy with more mundane and petty considerations . . . Explosive reactions alternating with remoteness or indifference, manic periods followed by depressions, the highs of laughter and the depths of deep silence are all colors found on the December 16 palette. The most successful of those born on this day find expression for their high idealism and feelings through creative work, hobbies or social activities. Thus they are able to communicate with and touch their fellow human beings through shared interests.
Not exactly glowing reviews, especially the whole prone to mental illness and depression thing, but if I am honest with myself and my flaws, and I am, I have to admit this is very accurate. And this is where art comes in for me. Art (music, visual art, and writing) is not only a catharsis for me, it has allowed me to confront my flaws, and to hopefully work at getting beyond them. Art, then, is my path toward spiritual growth and transcendence. Art is my religion.
“Lend your ears to music, open your eyes to painting, and... stop thinking! Just ask yourself whether the work has enabled you to 'walk about' into a hitherto unknown world. If the answer is yes, what more do you want?” Wassily Kandinsky
If you enjoyed the live version of Blood Promise by Swans (recorded 1997) above, I hope you may enjoy the studio version below, released in 1994. It is a very different song, and short, about four minutes long. It is the kind of song I think I might like to fall in love to.
I recently finished reading Technicians of Ecstasy – Shamanism and the Modern Artist, by Mark Levy. In it he profiles 27 artists in three different categories, Seeing, Dreaming, and Performing, and gives details about various Shamanic techniques that contemporary artists can use to advance their own work. I thoroughly enjoyed the book, and my copy is now marked up with underlined passages, asterisks, margin notes, and tea stains (I spilled tea on it on the day I finished reading it and had to dry out the pages). I can not recommend this book enough to anyone who might be interested in the areas where spirituality, psychology, and fine art intersect. In the final pages of the book, Levy advocates a return to spiritual values in art, and gives us a kind of call to arms. The following quotes are culled from the Conclusion of Mark Levy's book. I thought they might bear repeating here.
“In the beginning, in prehistoric times, the roles of artist and shaman were not separated. Shamans were, in fact, the most gifted artists in their community.”
“Currently, in post-modern art where, in the words of Nietzsche “nothing is true and everything is permitted,” the task of re-valuing the world with spiritual meaning becomes especially urgent.”
“I believe the role of the artist as shaman will become increasingly attractive for artists who are seeking to go beyond the idiosyncratic selfishness, commodity fetishism, adherence to fashion, and sterile appropriation that informs much of contemporary art. Many contemporary artists simply borrow spiritual contents by appropriating images and styles from a wide range of cultures, including tribal art. The result is a simulacrum of meaning which lacks depth. Art that uncovers authentic truth requires difficult and sometimes dangerous journeys.”
“Shamanic techniques, when used properly, offer essentially non-destructive means for artists to invite visions and gain knowledge about themselves. Works of art evolving from these visions continue to nourish their audiences. The opportunity for artists to make positive contributions to their communities also eliminates their own feelings of alienation and exclusion.”
“In shifting attention from common sense or “consensus reality,” artists as shamans succeed in expanding their consciousness and the consciousness of their communities and offer blueprints for spiritual development.”
Painting is not about the product, but about the process – the philosophy that drives my life. Elin Pendleton
I’ve always thought there to be a lot of parallels between Alchemy and Art, particularly painting. Art starts as an idea, an intangible thing, pulled from the air. It is struck with the electricity of the mind and forged in the fire of the heart. The idea flows hot from the body, down the arms to the hands, charging the paintbrush with its task. This is the catalyst, meeting the plastic medium, oil paint in liquid form. Ideas are mutable, and so is wet paint. As the mind cools, so does the paint and it begins to dry, transforming itself into a solid, idea incarnate. This is how art is made. This is the painting process.
Art also has parallels to Alchemy in that the Alchemist’s true goal was spiritual enlightenment (the Philosopher’s Stone) through a process of self discovery. Transmuting gold from lead was a byproduct of the process. Similarly, the Artist can use the art making process to obtain spiritual growth and enlightenment, with the byproduct being a work of art. The Alchemist’s and Artist’s true work, then, is “Transmuting the lead of matter / Into bullets of spiritual gold.” (From Alex Grey’s poem “The Seer”).
The word alchemy is from Arabic, originally ‘Al-khemet’ which means “from Egypt,” where Alchemy was originally practiced. Egypt was once known as “Khemet” in ancient times, which means “Black Land,” due to the fertile soil found along the banks of the Nile River. This is also where Alchemy got labeled as a “Black Art.” Alchemy is traditionally thought to have been invented by the Egyptian god Thoth, the founder of science, religion, mathematics, geometry, philosophy, medicine, and magic. We know that Cleopatra was a practicing Alchemist; among her personal affects were manuscripts pertaining to the transformation of base metal to gold. Over the millennia Alchemy would adopt aspects of Greek philosophy, Christian mysticism, the Jewish Cabbala, Arabic science, numerology, and astrology. Famous alchemists have included the likes of; Pythagoras, Galileo, Da-vinci, Issac Newton, and Napoleon. From its ancient occult origins, Alchemy would become the basis of modern day Chemistry and Jungian Psychoanalysis.
Besides the promise of gold, alchemy also promised the possibility of creating a healing substance called the Elixir of Life, able to cure all diseases, and, if pure enough, the possibility of immortality. The famous alchemist St. Germaine is reputed to have found the Elixir of Life and to have benefited from its use, living over three hundred years. Gold and immortality, however, are only a byproduct. The Philosopher’s Stone is the real goal of the spiritually minded alchemist. The Philosopher’s Stone brought with it spiritual purification and perfection of the soul. Gold, being considered the purest of all elements, was valued more for what it represented symbolically than what it represented as monetary value. When gold is successfully manufactured, it is only the incidental byproduct of a much more successful experiment, the manufacture of the Philosopher’s Stone, and purification of the soul. Success in the physical realm of existence meant success in the spiritual realm as well. Gold becomes the physical proof that the Alchemist’s quest was successful.
To prevent the abuse of Alchemy for selfish means and to also protect themselves against persecution from the Church, Alchemical manuscripts were often encoded or written in riddles. In some cases these Alchemical manuscripts are not even written out, but drawn as a series of symbolic illustrations. An example of the later would the legendary “Book with No Words,” reputed to be so complex in its symbolism, that it would take two lifetimes to master, one to decipher, and one to understand.
To obtain the Philosopher’s Stone, one had to use the seven basic Alchemical processes, in three different stages. Each process has its own symbolic, psychological, spiritual, and physical manifestations. The original Alchemists believed that all matter was divisible into the pure elements of fire, air, water, and earth. The process of manipulating matter through these four elements mirrored the process spiritual purification, which would lead to the discovery of the Philosopher’s Stone and enlightenment.
Nigredo is the first stage on the Alchemical path, and encompasses the first two processes of Calcinatio and Solutio. Nigredo means ‘blackening.’ Characterized by breaking down matter, the Alchemist is compelled to look deep within themselves and destroy the parts of the ego that would be in the way of inner growth. Nigredo begins as we truly and sincerely begin to walk the path of transformation. The first step faced by all who desire to know themselves is to face the ego, and in particular, its means sacrifice, of sabotaging our desire for immediate worldly success. Psychologically, Nigredo is a process of suffering. Depression is a common occurrence.
Calcinatio- Symbolic of fire, it is literally the process of heating or burning. A solid can be subjected to intense heat in order to drive off water and any other parts that may volatize, producing a fine, dry powder. Another example would be to add water to quicklime (plaster of paris). The water starts a chemical reaction that produces heat. Alchemists believed that quicklime contained hidden fire that was only activated by water. Alchemists could also use sulfuric acid to burn into matter in the Calcinatio process. Calcinatio is used in encaustic painting, when the solid encaustic wax is heated into a liquid and then mixed with pigment in order to paint. The infusing of fire can be seen symbolically as a life force, the divine spark. Burning can also be seen as a purification rite, ridding a substance of impurities. Calcinatio occurs naturally in life as a process where our egos are gradually worn down by the inevitable challenges in life. Ideally, in the spiritual path, one hastens the Calcinatio process, rather than letting it be drawn out over the course of a whole life. Through Calcinatio, stubbornness, pride, and arrogance are worn down. Psychologically, the process relates to the cleansing of the body and the destruction of the ego, as well as burning away all the excesses gained from over-indulgence. In Alchemical symbolism this process is sometimes represented by bringing down a tyrannical king.
Solutio- Dealing with processes pertaining to water or any physical process producing a liquid, Solutio can transform a solid to liquid form, a solution or a suspension. Solutio is used by painters when they mix raw pigment into a solution or when they cut thick paint with a medium. Water is thought of physically as prima materia, the first matter. Symbolically it is shown as the womb, and the process of Solutio as returning matter to the womb for rebirth. In many myths water is the original matter from which the world is created. Taken further, science shows today that all living life came from the sea and the human body is composed primarily of water. In Solutio, the Alchemist symbolically drowns. Psychologically this stage represents a deep encounter with our subconscious mind. Carl Jung would use Alchemical symbolism to develop his ideas of the collective unconscious. Through Solutio, the Alchemist lets go of control and allows the surfacing of buried material. This stage is often characterized by emotions of grief, as the Alchemist allow themselves to relive painful incidents from the past.
Albedo means ‘whitening’. Albedo is the second stage on the Alchemist’s path. If Nigredo is destruction of the ego and death by drowning, then Albedo prepares the Alchemist for rebirth. Albedo involves the creation of division, necessary for the further unification of opposites. Albedo also refers to the inner light that arises in the face of genuine suffering brought about through Nigredo. The white dove is a common symbol for this stage. Albedo corresponds to the processes of Separatio, Conjunctio, Mortificatio, and Sublimatio. In Albedo the Alchemist creates coherence and clarity via division into opposites, and then, by re-unifying these opposites, becomes reborn.
Separatio- Separatio is a purging process, literally the separation of composite matter into its more useful and pure parts. An example of this would be the separation of gasoline from crude oil or metals from its crude ore either by heating, pulverizing, or any other chemical process. Filtration, evaporation, and operations using a centrifuge are also classic examples of this process. In many myths of creation, order is pulled out from a chaos of mismatched elements. Separatio is also seen as the purging of unwanted bad habits. Psychologically, Separatio refers to the need to make our thoughts and emotions more distinct by isolating them from other thoughts and emotions. This stage represents the need to focus on what has been revealed in us after Nigredo, so we can get clear on what precisely needs to be given attention, and what needs to be purged. The process of Separatio is entirely concerned with the need to both see and take responsibility for the darker aspects within ourselves. A common symbol for this process is the black crow, which in its color denotes the dying away of the false through Nigredo, as well as the positive possibilities for the future symbolized by the crow’s capacity to fly.
Conjunctio- This is both the process of joining two unlike and opposite substances and the resulting product of a third substance of altogether different properties. It is mainly through this process that the groundwork was laid for modern chemistry, nuclear physics, and modern psychoanalysis of unconscious imagery. Conjunctio occurs when the Artist mixes their paint. Like Aristotle, the alchemists believed that there must be a balance in all things. They concerned themselves with the fine lines between such things as courage and foolhardiness, prudence and miserliness, passion and fanaticism. By recognizing these lines both internally and chemically, perfection (the Philosopher's Stone) could be found. In the end, it is the balance of unlike things and a union of opposites that the alchemists sought. The symbol most often used to express this ideal was the hermaphrodite. When consulting an old manuscript and the symbol of the hermaphrodite appeared, then it was shown that a union of opposites was required, either in process or chemical. For example, fire (Calcinatio) and water (Solutio), or sulphur (fire) and mercury (water). Conjunctio is also symbolized by the sexual union of male and female. Just as when a man and woman copulate, a new being is born completely different from its parents. Indeed, the eastern Alchemists of India went so far as to lose the external chemical quest and to pursue an internal quest for spiritual purity with the use of ritualized sex. But to most Alchemists, the masculine and the feminine are not principles determined by sex or gender. It is mainly meant as a guide to find a complimenting essence. Alchemical symbolism sometimes refers to this as the marriage of the Sun (spirit, masculine) and the Moon (soul, feminine). The Alchemists referred to this union as the “Marriage of the King and Queen,” and they referred to the result of the Conjunctio as the "Philosopher's Child" or "Lesser Stone."
Mortificatio (or Putreficatio) - Perhaps the strangest of the alchemical processes, it pertains to death and rotting. In Mortificatio the matter in question is symbolically seem as tortured and killed by various alchemical operations. It is also symbolic of penance or just punishment. It was not at all seen as cruel and mean spirited. Saint Augustine would say, ''Punishment, when deserved, is Love.” Mortificatio is the next logical step. Literally it is the process of rotting. Organic elements would be left to decompose in a controlled environment. Chemically the process is similar to fermentation. Another example of this would be a compost heap. Symbolically the process is associated with psychological darkness, mutilation, and defeat. It is symbolized in St. John of the Cross's poem “Dark Night of the Soul.” Spiritually, this refers to a kind of inner death process in which old, discarded elements of the personality are allowed to rot and decompose. This process can involve difficult mental states such as depression. Mortificatio is followed by a stage of rebirth in a process called Sublimatio.
Sublimatio (or Distillation) - Sublimatio is a process pertaining to air and the separation of substances. It is derived by the physical process of heating matter and having it pass directly into a gas state. When this is done the gas ascends to the top of the vessel where it reconstitutes in an upper cooling region. It has a long history, being used for the production of such things as alcohol and gasoline. Sublimatio is an elevating process, symbolic of giving up the ghost and the shedding of impurities. It is a process of purification and an internal quest for spiritual perfection. Here, the Alchemist undergoes a type of rebirth resulting from the deep willingness to let go of all elements that no longer serve spiritual evolution. Sublimatio can be achieved through many activities such as intense prayer, break down of the personality, and deep meditation. The process is symbolized in illustration with ladders, stairs, flying, and mountains, anything that suggests ascending. Psychologically, Sublimatio does not result in escapism, but rather in being able to deal with seemingly mundane things with integrity. A common Alchemical symbol for the result of Sublimatio is the Green Lion eating the Sun. It suggests a healthy triumph and an embracing of a limitless source of energy. Sublimatio is necessary to ensure no impurities from the inflated ego are incorporated into the next and final stage.
Rubedo, meaning ‘reddening’, is the final stage. Whereas Nigredo and Albedo were concerned with the chaotic void and division, Rubedo is entirely concerned with unity, with the result of this unity being the Philosopher’s Stone. However, this wholeness is not a mere return to the Primal state. Rather, we re-capture the primal unity of the child-like state, while at the same time achieving something much more, the mature wisdom of a sage. The cycle of death and rebirth is finally broken.
Coagulatio (or Greater Conjunctio) - Belonging to the symbolic process of Earth, Coagulatio results from the combination of Fire, Water, and Air. Physically, it is the process of converting other matter into a solid. Cooling a liquid can produce a solid, hence water to ice. A solid that has been dissolved into a solvent will reappear when the liquid part has evaporated, hence salt from salt water. Heat can also produce a solid, such as the coagulation of the egg in a pan when fried. Coagulatio occurs in the drying of paint. On a symbolic level to produce a solid is to fix an ego, to localize and make concrete an identity, and manifest in the flesh. Several creation myths describe how dry land and creatures sprung from the waters of an endless sea. Coagulatio is the ultimate marriage of Heaven and Hell and is the pinnacle point in the Alchemist’s career. The end result is the Philosopher’s Stone, and is often symbolized by the Phoenix, the bird that has arisen from the ashes. Coagulatio, when properly performed, is a return to the Garden of Eden; it means existence on a higher level and being in tune with the divine mind. In other traditions it is referred to as Enlightenment, or Nirvana.
In closing, I hope that I have adequately explained the many physical and psychological parallels between Alchemy and Art. I find the process of making Art to be spiritually rewarding. It is a path of self discovery that I hope will continue to pay dividends into the future. Halfway down my Alchemical – Spiritual journey in life, I believe I am, appropriately, somewhere in the middle stages, around Conjunctio. It is a journey that can be spiritually taxing at times, which is a challenge for me, as I am apparently a tough study; I have gone through the painful Nigredo stage at least half a dozen times or more. Still, I have every reason to be optimistic that I might just someday be lucky enough to find the Artistic equivalent of the Philosopher’s Stone, if I continue to create and make Art.
Finished on my 39th birthday, 5:56 AM, December 16th 2014.
In my earlier and more abstract work, I liked to explore notions of the spiritual sublime. There is some truth to be mined there. I like the notion of Zen Buddhist attitudes in art, that the very act of creating, as well as contemplation on the end result, can bring mental calm, enlightenment. So it is with Sufism, a mystical sect within Islam. Whiling Dervishes spinning until there is a total loss of all conscious thought, only union with the divine, and their music inspiring us to transcendence. I am also indebted to Gnostic and mystic Christian beliefs for deepening the mystery.
It was all there at the beginning with me. When I was 19 I had a powerful dream. It took place during my first bout of deepest, darkest, soul shattering, black howling depression. I was taken away to a dark place, my body surrounded by spirits. They took apart my body, piece by piece, and examined each part, arm and leg, flesh and bone, head and heart. I was scared and in a lot of pain. But these same spirits later put me back together again, only I was different in some way. I had somehow changed. I felt I was in possession of a powerful secret, that I could use this secret to access hidden corridors in my mind to produce meaningful works of art, and that this art would always be true.
Soon after, I was reading a book on Shamanism by Piers Vitebsky. I was shocked to learn that this dream is very common, and it signals an initiation rite by the spirits for newly minted Shamans throughout the world, but especially among those peoples found in Inner Mongolia and the steppes of Asia. But that dream was a long time ago. I don’t have magic powers and my art can not heal people (at least not literally). Over the years my art has become more about this world than any alternative reality or vision.
Perhaps one day I will return to it. I still believe there is some magic involved in making art, and that the artist is somehow special, different from most people who are only pedestrians when compared to artists, with their ability to take spiritual leaps and find ecstatic truths, especially when tapping into the Jungian notion of the collective unconscious.
Ah, but it is a double edged sword for those with this ability to conjure up ecstatic truths. Modern societies do not have room for magic anymore. This is even true in the contemporary, post modern art world, where there is a favoring of conceptual conceit over anything that smacks of spirituality, or anything divined from the heart. Such work is deemed anachronistic and not worthy of investigation. Maybe one day this will all change. . . .
“The job of the artist is always to deepen the mystery.” Francis Bacon